Wednesday, June 3, 2020

Breathing into our True Hearts


       It has been a number of weeks since I have written, and I found myself waiting for Pentecost to begin posting again.  And then before Pentecost Sunday arrived the heart of our nation was ripped open and all the grief, anger, frustration, and pain came pouring out for the life of George Floyd so senselessly, and yet, purposely taken.

The words, “I can’t breathe,” said (yet again) in a pleading murmur tears at my heart so badly that I can barely think about them.  How much of one’s humanity, moral compass, and sense of decency have to have been shut off, before a person can ignore such a plea? 

God breathed life into the first human being and loved him so much that God provided him a mate and then gave to them both all this glorious natural creation for them (and for us) to enjoy.  Scripture says it wasn’t until God breathed into the nostrils of the first human that he “became a living being.”  And, as you know, the story goes downhill from there.  Christianity teaches of the original sin of the first man and woman, when they disobeyed God’s request.  And humanity continues to disobey God’s natural law of love and gratitude.

In the same way that our Creator breathed life into us, Christ breathed the Holy Spirit into the disciples, according to John 20: 19-23.   After His resurrection, he appeared before them, wishing them His Peace. Then He “breathed on them and said to them, ‘Receive the Holy Spirit.’”  I find it sorrowfully ironic that breath is so important to each of the Three Persons of the Trinity, and yet humanity has made so light of it, taken it away as easily as appearing to comfortably kneel upon a helpless man’s windpipe with one’s hands in one’s pockets.

How long before this nation wakes up to its own “original sin” of creating a system of white supremacy and giving birth to all the ugliest parts of racism?  How can any nation truly be peaceful when it has been founded by the conquering and attempted annihilation of native people?  How can there be justice when the land of a nation was stolen right out from under the indigenous people who lived here for more than 10,000 years before they arrived?  How can a nation be considered great and powerful when most of its very foundation was built by human souls that were kidnapped and forced to be enslaved for centuries?  How can there be equality, when these same people remain enslaved by a system that is weighted in such a way that only those who have the most power keep the most power? 

When can the breath of living Black men and women, before and after the murder of George Floyd, be inhaled freely – without the raggedness of fear and without the shallowness of dread?  Has our nation at last reached its tipping point?  Can injustice finally topple and break open so that everyone can clearly see that reform needs to start at the top and not stop until it puddles around the realities of slavery, lynching, Jim Crow, stop-and-frisk, three-strikes laws, disproportionate incarceration of people of color, and police brutality?  When will these things become ugly memories?

During this time of the COVID-19 pandemic, I was looking forward to the joy of Pentecost.  It’s a time in the church year that I especially enjoy.  This year, 2020, has been all about breathing – the struggle for breath that those sick with coronavirus experience.  The need for some to be on ventilators so that their bodies can still take in much needed air.  And now, there’s one more breath to consider in 2020:  The breath being torturously snatched from a helpless George Floyd, as he lies on the dirty pavement, at the mercy of merciless men.

Breath – it’s how we began life.  May we each – and as a nation – come to know the breath of the Holy Spirit, as it cleanses and renews, as it keeps us alive and makes us holy.  God bless you and keep you safe from all harm.

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